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Nov. 29th, 2006 09:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
veiledndarknessAuthor: veiledndarkness
Title: The Aftermath
Rating: PG
Pairing: Implied Benji/Joel, Joel/Hilary
Summary: My thoughts are unclear, but I know what’s right.
Warnings: I should mention that this is real person slash, something I don’t usually do. These two men definitely aren’t mine, and I make no claim on their personal lives.
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God, it kills me seeing him like this. Hell I should be celebrating right?
I said all the things I should say, to the press, to my friends, even myself.
I gritted my teeth and did what I had to do, and it burned the whole damn time.
He’s hurting, no matter what he says. I wish he’d never met her.
He was mine before he was hers. Later, he’ll come to me. He always comes back to me.
I was there before, and I’ll still be there at the end, waiting for something, anything, whatever he’ll let me give.
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Title: The Aftermath
Rating: PG
Pairing: Implied Benji/Joel, Joel/Hilary
Summary: My thoughts are unclear, but I know what’s right.
Warnings: I should mention that this is real person slash, something I don’t usually do. These two men definitely aren’t mine, and I make no claim on their personal lives.
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God, it kills me seeing him like this. Hell I should be celebrating right?
I said all the things I should say, to the press, to my friends, even myself.
I gritted my teeth and did what I had to do, and it burned the whole damn time.
He’s hurting, no matter what he says. I wish he’d never met her.
He was mine before he was hers. Later, he’ll come to me. He always comes back to me.
I was there before, and I’ll still be there at the end, waiting for something, anything, whatever he’ll let me give.
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Date: 2006-11-30 03:03 am (UTC)You really did a fantastic job of writing in that possessiveness that Benji so clearly displays in that picture.
The conflicting emotions are so real--what Benji wants to tell himself because it's right to everyone else, and what he feels in his heart.
I wish he’d never met her.
Mmm, mmm, mmm. *shakes head* That's the first thing that registered in my mind. That kind of barely-controlled "if you ever darken my loved one's doorway again, I will not hesitate to kill you" type of attitude. God, I love it. Especially since Benji loves Joel in more than the brotherly sense. Oh yes.
The last lines were just heart-breaking. He's so needy, so desperate, he'll take anything. God, I bet they are JUST like this.
I totally want to save this. Thank you, doll.
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Date: 2006-11-30 03:24 am (UTC)go ahead and save it. it pleases me to know that you enjoyed it that much that you would want to re-read it.
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Date: 2006-12-01 03:42 am (UTC)I just read it agaaaaain! *sing-song five-year-old voice*