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Title: Holding Back Everything

Author: veiledndarkness

Movie: The Departed

Pairing: Dignam/Costigan

Rating: Mild, soft R

Warnings: Smut, and a small heap of angst.

Disclaimer: Not mine, none of this is.

Summary: These meetings, they mean so much. They both need this, this unspoken thing.



*

His hands scrabble for purchase on the brick wall, shaking and numb from the cold wind that whips around them. He shivers, his teeth clacking loudly. He closes his eyes for a moment, his face pressed hard against the grit of the wall. He groans softly, feeling small puffs of warm breath settle on the back of his neck.

The grunts behind him are obscene, every other word 'fuck' or 'shit, and he's never been more turned on. He keens softly at the burning pain within him, his fingers clenching at the dirty wall.

He hisses as he's taken hard, pain and pleasure mixing, his eyes watering from the force. He pushes back against him, one hand dropping to grope his aching cock in time to the brutal thrusts. His hand is batted away, only to be replaced with another, the hand gripping him hard, tugging and pushing. The rough and ragged whispers in his ear send him flying, his back arching as he comes, shaking and moaning, leaning back against him.

He keeps his eyes shut for another long moment when he feels him stiffen, coming with a hoarse shout. He feels him press closer to him for a just a second, the smallest gentle kiss pressed to his sweaty temple. He bites his lip, holding back everything, keeping it all inside.

Dignam steps away from him. He fixes his clothing, breathing hard, already scowling once more. Billy shivers again, feeling over exposed. He yanks his jeans up, buttoning them hurriedly. He hears the words from Dignam, nodding automatically, a smartass response as always.

They stare at each other for just a moment too long before Dignam turns away and stalks over to his car down the street, his face set in a nasty frown. Billy watches him leave, his shoulders hunched against the cold air. He feels his phone vibrate and sighs, answering it, his voice hollow and dull, and his mind aching with regret.

*

Date: 2007-04-11 11:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] monkey-chan.livejournal.com
FUCK! I've been looking everywhere for Dignam/Costin fanfiction! Thank you!!!!

Date: 2007-04-12 12:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] veiledndarkness.livejournal.com
Lol, no prob. Join the Departed livejournal community. There's more slash on there for the pairing. And I will be writing more, don't worry.

Date: 2007-04-26 07:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] the-lady-revan.livejournal.com
Omg, how much did I love that movie!! Of course, Mark's last scene was my fav him killing The Rat.

Great story.

Date: 2007-04-26 06:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] veiledndarkness.livejournal.com
Thanks! Glad you liked it! That movie was begging for slash, I swear it, lol.

Date: 2007-04-27 06:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] the-lady-revan.livejournal.com
It really was!

I kept trying to think of a way to cross-over with 4bros, so that Dignam could have a secrete lover named, oh I don't maybe Jack? LOL.

I swear I can slash every movie I see.

Date: 2007-04-27 11:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] veiledndarkness.livejournal.com
*Hmm, you have engaged my interest....

Wouldn't be interesting for Bobby to find out that Jack has a Bobby lookalike as a lover?

Hmm...

Date: 2007-04-28 07:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] the-lady-revan.livejournal.com
Yes, I like the way you think! Make Bobby jealous :p

*sends hoards of plot-bunnies after [livejournal.com profile] veiledndarkness (evil...er..um 'sweet' laughter)*

Date: 2007-04-28 05:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] veiledndarkness.livejournal.com
*Tsk*

Evil naughty girl! Now it'll have to be done because once the idea is in my head, it never leaves!

Re: oops! Did they escape again?

Date: 2007-04-30 01:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] veiledndarkness.livejournal.com
They're everywhere!

*Hides*

I don't have enough hours in the day to write them all!

oops! Did they escape again?

Date: 2007-05-01 03:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] the-lady-revan.livejournal.com
Just don't feed them after dark!

Date: 2009-03-11 07:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rome102.livejournal.com
ahw I love it :D will there be more? <3 love Bobby/Jack and Dignam/Costigan.

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