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I am close to finishing the 2nd last chapter of pain&love.

roughly two more scenes to go and the chapter is done.

i'm so conflicted. i feel happy that this little story turned into so many more chapters than i expected. orginially i was thinking 2 or 3. slowly it morphed into 8.

but god does it hurt re-living it all. writing this, writing bobby when he's hurting jack to that level, i just wanted to cry when i wrote the inital chapter.

i'm proud of what i've accomplished. plus this will free me up to write all the other partially written stories i have in my inbox. or update my planet of the apes story. sigh.

but anyway, i just thought i'd put the message out there that chapter 7 is nearing completion. after that, one more to go.

(no subject)

I am close to finishing the 2nd last chapter of pain&love.

roughly two more scenes to go and the chapter is done.

i'm so conflicted. i feel happy that this little story turned into so many more chapters than i expected. orginially i was thinking 2 or 3. slowly it morphed into 8.

but god does it hurt re-living it all. writing this, writing bobby when he's hurting jack to that level, i just wanted to cry when i wrote the inital chapter.

i'm proud of what i've accomplished. plus this will free me up to write all the other partially written stories i have in my inbox. or update my planet of the apes story. sigh.

but anyway, i just thought i'd put the message out there that chapter 7 is nearing completion. after that, one more to go.